"to all the Pimps I loved before" LOL. read on!

12/12/18 23:12
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13/12/18 11:25
Truthfully Zeke, I had every intention of walking away for awhile. Not that I wanted to, but in that sometimes, we have to do things we don't want to in order to keep loved ones happy. Yes, I was bidding on players in the AH, but mostly players no one else wanted untill you talked me into going back to Fast Risers. I was still playing map games still untill my team was fully ready to retire, or untill I had gotten rid of all my younger, star players. I didn't want to dump to much talent into the AH at once. Then once I got to Fast Risers, it's easy to get sucked back into things. Yes, I started bidding on alot of players, it's easy for me to get sucked back into something I never really wanted to quit, I guess. When I was in the Pimps, you had to get into the AH to tag players quickly or else all the good players were taken. I always figured first come, first serve, just at this time, I was getting there first everytime, and I thought the other players just started outbidding me in frustration. After talking with Karl, I figured out that no one knew I was in Fast Risers. I never like to complain, but I did because I thought it was unfair that I as a Fast Riser couldn't outbid Pimps, but Pimps were outbidding me left and right. Everything got twisted is what I believe happened. It's all good, I know it's hard with 2 guilds trying to work as 1 with little to no communication, but when I was continusously outbid even though I communicated with you about what was happening, it's almost like spitting in someone's face. That being said, maybe I do like shiny things, a title, something that showed me that I was really valued. Y'all gave that to me at the last in Fast Risers, and I appreciated that, but I think it all just got snowballed with everything else. I tried to explain what happened, how I felt, to the guild when I walked away, but sometimes, it's hard for me to keep everything straight in my head, there's so much going on up there. Trying to collect my thoughts and convey them to everyone now, I'm not sure anyone understands what I'm saying, hell, I barely do...welcome to my world. It's not perfect, but it's mine... My wife suffers from bi-polar depression, and sometimes, I think it may be rubbing off on me. I'm truly sorry that things didn't work out, but sometimes, things just happen because there supposed to...